I traveled through the famous Tunnel of Light and came back to tell you about it!
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Metaphysical Life. . .
It's all metaphysical (greater than physical)! We keep deluding ourselves that all we are is what's here in our physical bodies. But as Shakespeare said in Hamlet, "There is more between Heaven and Earth, my dear Horatio, than is dreamt of in thine experience." Poets and bards have been telling us this forever. William Wordsworth told us our non-physical life was more important and real than our physical lives when he said: "Life is but a sleep and a forgetting." Ah! Forgetting what, exactly? Perhaps in life we forget Who We Really Are. Remember the lyrics of "We are Spirits in a material world"? How about, "We have to believe we are Magic, nothing can stand in our way"? We also forget the most essential thing, as the Beatles told us, "All you need is love."
I learned that there is "more here" than what I'd been taught when I was 12 years old. While my mother was dying in the hospital, I had a visitation from her: she appeared in her ethereal (non-physical) form in my bedroom at home and told me good-bye. At that age, and at that time, there wasn't much information available to help me interpret my experience. But of one thing I was sure: I had experienced it; it was real. It took many years and lots of reading, pondering, and tuning in to the All to fully understand the nature of what had occurred and to put it into the context of my life. And then I had a Near Death Experience....
Death really is the final frontier! BUT it's not final! It's really the ultimate in metaphysical (greater than physical) experience, the ultimate transformation/transition from one dimension or reality to another. In 1985 I had a Near-Death Experience (NDE) or, as some of us say, a Death Experience. I was in a car accident, a head-on collision. I was suddenly floating about 25 feet above the ground, looking down at my car. I saw a tunnel filled with bright Light and I moved through it and arrived at a place of amazing and timeless love and joy. I saw relatives and friends who had died many years before, including my mother, and they were all doing GREAT! I basked in the total Unconditional Love of God and I spoke at length with a group of Beings of Light, including magical Lion Beings, gentle, loving guardians of humanity. They told me all the Secrets of the Universe and all the Secrets of Myself—a lot of which I later forgot! And then I was suddenly back here on good old 3-dimensional Earth (and NOT very happy about it!) and I had to integrate everything that I experienced into my everyday life. And as the Grateful Dead (!) so aptly put it, "What a long, strange trip it's been!"
ANNOUNCING. . .
I was interviewed about my NDE on the NDE Chat show on blogtalk radio on October 10 and December 26, 2011. Both were amazing, freewheeling 2+ hours of conversation about NDEs and what I learned about love, life, and just about everything else. Scroll down for the links to the shows.
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NEW! I was interviewed on the NDE Chat show on internet radio on October 10 and December 26, 2011. They were both 2+ hours of amazing conversation with the host, Rudi Rudenski, about my NDE in 1985, what I learned, and what I've learned since then.
Click here to listen or download the October 10 show.
Click here to listen or download the December 26 show.
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Here's the video I made about my Near Death Experience and a 4-part video from the 2010 IANDS meeting, where two other people and I told our NDE stories, followed by more about what I learned from "dying."
Oops, I forgot to tell you in the video about those headlights! (And everyone asks about those headlights!) So here's what happened and why. I was floating outside my body looking down at the top of the car, and I saw the other driver walk over to my car, reach in, and turn my headlights off. When I woke up in the emergency room, a police officer handed me a ticket for driving with no headlights. I had to hire an attorney and go to court to fight the ticket. The man did it to claim that I had contributed to causing the accident, that he didn't see me because I didn't have my lights on, so it wasn't his fault for crossing over into my lane and hitting me. I was really worried that I would have to go into court and say I saw him turn my lights off when I was floating up in the air, outside of my body! The judge would have committed me! Fortunately, the driver did not appear in court. When the police officer started to say, "the other driver said he didn't see her because... ," my attorney stopped him and objected that it was merely hearsay. The judge agreed it was inadmissible, and the citation was dismissed. PHEW!
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Below, in four parts, is a video from the 2010 meeting of the International Association for Near Death Studies (IANDS), of a panel discussion with three of us telling our NDE stories:
Is it real??
Some people who haven't had an NDE dismiss these experiences, saying they are "just" the result of a chemical imbalance, a lack of oxygen to the brain, a hallucination. And maybe that's all true. Most of us who have had NDE's don't really care what the scientific explanation is. The experience is real, just as real as our everyday three-dimensional lives. As a result of these experiences, our lives have been changed in a dramatic way, we have a better understanding of ourselves, Life, and the Universe, and it doesn't matter what the "clinical reason" is.
As a result of my NDE, my priorities became radically different. I stopped caring about many of the things I'd cared about before, suddenly finding them to be superficial and uninteresting. Instead, I started caring more about things that hadn't mattered before. I became less sarcastic and defensive and more compassionate of myself and other people. I learned not to sweat the small stuff, and recognized that most of it is small stuff! Over time, I let go of all the fear. I laughed more and loved more. I discovered that I have an ability to help people heal themselves and realign themselves with their soul energy and purpose, and because my psychic/intuitive abililties increased, I have an ability to "see" more and "know" more about people and situations.
Here's what I learned from "dying":
- First and foremost, there really is no death, per se, except for the death of the body. (Recognizing that a death can be horrible for those left behind.)
- We are far more than our physical selves, we are metaphysical, multidimensional beings.
- We are powerful beyond our wildest dreams and are limited only by our own belief in our limitations.
- We are of God and God loves us unconditionally; it is only we who judge and punish ourselves, not God.
- There is no Heaven or Hell except what we create in our own minds and hearts. Heaven is living in unconditional love; Hell is living without it, living in the energy of fear.
- Our relationships are mirrors of what is happening inside us, and our emotional reactions to situations show us what we need to heal, resolve, or forgive.
- When we die, it is only our bodies that die, and we put them aside as we would a coat we no longer need in the warm weather. Our spirit, our essence, continues on. We go back Home... to God Source...to Who and What we really are.
- We have to stop living in fear, guilt, judgment, and victimhood, and start taking responsibility for ourselves, truly loving and respecting ourselves and others.
- We need to heal ourselves on the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual levels...and there are more and more tools available to help us do that every day.
- All we need to do to start moving in the right direction is set the intention to release all that is not of love.
- We have to give up our belief in, and fear of, lack and just know that there is enough—of everything—to go around. We can all thrive and live in abundance, peace, and love.
- It is up to each of us to empower ourselves and hold ourselves, our organizations, and our governments and institutions accountable for what we/they are doing. We must all live in integrity.
The world is changing and humanity is changing. Humanity has done a wonderful job of creating Hell on earth over the last millenium, and it is now time to change directions and start creating Heaven on earth. We can do that, and we have all the help we need. We only have to set the intention and ask! But we also have to give up our apathy and feelings of futility, and we have to believe and take action!
For more information about NDE's in general and to see other videos about NDE's, visit the International Association of Near-Death Studies. And check out The Search for the Crystal Key, the fantasy novel I wrote that contains much of the wisdom I learned during and since my NDE.
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Now Available!
What if you could go through the tunnel of light without the trauma of dying? What would you find? What would you bring back? What if you could do it at will? Journey Through the Tunnel of Light is a presentation on Near Death experiences and a guided meditation through the infamous tunnel to experience the unconditional love and joy of Home... and bring it back to earth. Being able to touch back in to the energy of Home and a reminder of who we really are is an important tool in remaining grounded and centered in these days of transition and change.
This is a presentation recorded live at the Pathways Magazine Natural Living Expo in October 2009. Track 1 is a description and discussion of my personal NDE, and track 2 is a guided meditation through the Tunnel of Light, so you can experience for yourself the unconditional love and joy of Home and bring that amazing energy back with you, whenever you want. Includes comments and questions from participants. CD. 41 minutes. $15.99.
Here's what one purchaser said about the CD: "Just wanted to let you know that you really are an inspiration. was feeling bit down (tomorrow is my dear departed husband's birthday, and maybe that is why). anyway, i listened to your telling of your nde, and i feel a whole lot better --- replenished with hope (and the love you relate that we're here to share). thanks. . . i really appreciate what you share." Mary, Catonsville, MD.
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